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"...then the visage of the element Fire, along with the soft yellow light of the dimension inhabited by hungry ghosts proceeding from greediness and insatiable hunger for things, attatchment to objects, and possesiveness toward accumulations of things, will form upon the face of the beloved." |
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In my wandering I feel both pain
and bliss at the same time. I want something to happen, but I don't know what. I am
looking for something. Comfort, peace, rest. But I know I'll never get down from here. On
and on I go, pacing restlessly from one reference to another... An intense feeling of wailing terror and regret builds up to a huge wave. With a shudder of grief I announce "I can't die" as if for the first time. But then I remember how many times I've said it before... I am in the Realm of the Hungry Ghosts, always searching for something that will make it better but nothing ever will. It will never get any better here. This is the way this world is, always was, and always will be. Since there isn't any time here there isn't any change. This will never end.
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